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2010-12-17T08:22:00.000-08:00

Sorry you had to spend everything on me. Don't worry di na mauulit.

Love is waiting till we're ready, till it's right.

2010-11-27T06:07:00.000-08:00

It's been quite some time since the last time I wrote an article. Well, this is different for I am not required to write... finally! writing out of expression and not out of pressure. Haha!

Okay, let's do this informally. (See, there's a haha in the last paragraph? See that? "Hooray!" :P)

Okay. Getting to the point of why I'm writing. Well have you ever experienced having something you really wished for and finally when it is already in your hands, you found out that it isn't as perfect as you thought it was but then again you learned to see those imperfections as something unique and lovely about that certain something? Oh, so you did! Yeah, that happened to me too, that's why I'm asking. :P Well going on with what I'm telling you... just when you saw the perfection of the imperfect thing you have, you are then asked to give it away to correct those imperfect details and be away from it for, let's say, quite some time. Isn't that hard? Argh. Metaphors! Are you getting my point? Really? This is nonsense.

What I'm trying to say is this. This. Ever had a puppy? Yeah sure, a bunny would do too if that's what you have, oh yes, even a kitty. Now let me talk. :P Why would I? I'm typing! :))

Argh.

This is what happens when emotions are trying to escape through your eyes. NO! Stay there! No one should cry, not tonight. You don't want to have puffy eyes tomorrow, do you? :|

Stop this beating around the bush and go straight to the point! The bush is now all bruised-up just like some blogger's heart.

What I'm telling you about is this: ever been in love? Ever fell in love with an ideal person--your ideal person? Then just when things seem to be going smooth between you two, a higher being would tell both of you to stop and correct your ways? Yes, I have such an ideal relationship with this very ideal person... well that was before. You see, as years pass, people may change and people may not see those changes. But there is someone who is far higher than any person on earth: Jesus, the creator of the heavens and the earth. Jesus saw that as we walked our path, we missed the path that He was leading us to walk on. We focused on ourselves and got busy writing the perfect story there could be. However, we forgot one essential element in our story: the story should be "God-centered". And so God told us to slow down and stop. God reminded us that there's no perfect relationship, and far are we from having one due to the fact that we are being mis-focused.

Now you get my point? Good.

But you see, I'm not posting this as a note of a heartbreak kid or something, this is more of a person broken before God and now being molded into his perfect will again.

Waiting hurts. Waiting patiently is not a joke. More so, waiting properly is the most difficult of all.

Maghihintay ka na nga lang, edi itama mo na! Well, I learned that from my dear sis in Christ. ;) TOMO! Maghihintay at maghihintay lang din naman pala e, edi mabuti pang hayaan na lang si LORD, trust God. Di naman pinabayaan ni God ever ang mga nagmamahal sa Kanya.

Wait on the LORD. Oo, mahirap. Mahirap if mag-isa ka. E kasama mo naman si God e. KASAMA NAMIN SI GOD! Walang dapat ipangamba! Oo, malungkot kasi namimiss mo e. But hey, this is better than being bitter halves. Right? Well, I'm far beyond thankful na nagkaintindihan kami sa step na ito. Prayer partners. Thats better than being a couple falling apart without even knowing it. And besides, why remain stubborn if God had said that we just need to wait for that perfect time? Kesa naman na NO! agad. At least we are still given a chance to do what is right. We are given the chance to discipline ourselves. Mas masakit pag LORD na ang dumisiplina. Masakit ang palo ni God. So it's better to OBEY rather than SACRIFICE.

Well, I posted this here kasi alam kong walang masyadong nagbabasa nito. And I know na ikaw ang makakabasa nito agad for sure. (Well ngayon nga baka nabasa mo na e. :P)

Well for you, you know how much I love you. You know how much I care for you. I just want to thank you that you've been a very good boyfriend to me. And now, while we are in this process of letting go and God correct our hearts, I am positive that these efforts and act of obedience will not be put in vain for I believe that we have pleased God. :) Whatever we do, as long as it is done for the glory and with the love of God, it will surely be a success. :) God will fulfill His purpose in us. :)

I love you. I don't know when you'll be able to see this post but, if you happen to come up to this point, Then I know that you really took time to read this paliguy-ligoy na article. Well, I know you would still read it even if it has no sense :)

Wow. I wrote that paragraph in blue half asleep while thinking of the person I'm missing a lot. :)

Here is what I feel. You know this song. Love is Waiting by Brooke Fraser. ;)

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In the autumn on the ground,
between the traffic and the ordinary sounds
I am thinking signs and seasons while a north wind blows through
I watch as lovers pass me by
Walking stories - whos and hows and whys
Musing lazily on love
Pondering you
I'll give it time, give it space and be still for a spell
When it's time to walk that way we wanna walk it well

[CHORUS:]
I'll be waiting for you baby
I'll be holding back the darkest night
Love is waiting till we're ready, till it's right
Love is waiting

It's my caution not the cold
there's no other hand that i would rather hold
the climate changes, I'm singing for the strangers about you
don't keep time, slow the pace
Honey hold on if you can
the bets are getting surer now that you're my man

[CHORUS]

[BRIDGE:]
I could write a million songs about the way you say my name
I could live a lifetime with you and then do it all again
and like I can't force the sun to rise or hasten summer's start,
neither should I rush my way into your heart

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Basta eto na. Masaya ako sa kung ano ang meron tayo. Masaya ako sa obedience na inilalagay ni God sa mga puso natin :) I never felt this extreme trust in God and even in you. :) I trust you. you trust me, we trust GOD! :) Let us keep praying. I LOVE YOU. ;)

It's me and you. :)

2010-08-16T09:04:00.000-07:00

You might not exactly feel how much you mean to me. You might not even see the measure of how much I value you. I know there are times when all you can see are the tons of demands I have for you. You may just notice the complaints and unending remarks I have about the situations I am in. I know I am a nagger at times, well maybe most of the time. I know sometimes you feel annoyed on the things in which you know I’d feel annoyed if it’s the other way around. I know that there is an existing fact that we are not the exact girl-boy version of each other. Yes, sometimes… we, too, are opposites.

Having differences between us can be a bit troublesome at times, but still it serves as the simple things to cherish at times when everything about ourselves becomes dull. If we’d exactly be the same, then our equation would be like this:

1 dull + 1 dull = TOO DULL.
1 width + 1 width = 2 width -->cannot be, for there could only be 1 width per element.

However, it is the exact equation for the G.M.A. (Go Make Acronyms? HAHA) aspect.
Why?
It’s simple.
1 GMA + 1 GMA = Two GMA. --> TUGMANG-TUGMA talaga! :D

Kidding aside... And again I would restate that as BORING if we'd be the same type of people. And so therefore, I could say it’s better for us to be these ways. Right? Right.

And so on I continue to ride this sudden momentum that my stream of consciousness got into. As I continue to spill my thoughts, lots of brain-pieces fall as if they are confetti pieces. NO. It’s not morbid. My brain pieces are crystal-like right now. More of diamond-like. Each piece is really precious. Each piece serves as a memory of the things we shared. As I put them all together, a very brilliant diamond is formed. Just putting single memories together forms a very huge happy thought: THAT I HAVE YOU.

As you can see, I really love you. I know I have told you so many times before but still I’m here to give it another spill, so focus, this isn’t as good as the first time you’ll read it. So concentrate hard. One, two, three… GO.

I’m delighted with the fact that our roads collided with each other. I was fascinated for the many similarities we had back then. I admired you when I came to know you. I started to like you when I came to know you even more. I trusted you. I liked you even more. I cherished you and the friendship we had was so true, it was genuine. I started to think of you back then. Think again. Thinking… thinking… thought of you a million times more. Then I smiled. Then I knew back then that I fell. Deep. Real deep. I wasn’t cautious of the excavation site in dreamland, I was happy. I hopped, I jumped. Manhole, 143 feet deep. That’s deep. Deep, deep down. And POOF! I love you and you willfully caught me and told me you’ll never let go. My response? Go ahead, never let me go. Hold my hand, three, two, one. Here we go! And now I’m here floating in the air, I just passed cupid1, cupid2, cupid3… oh hello there cupid4. Good day to you, cupid5. There’s cupid6… oh and there you are, cupid7… and nice to have you here cupid*8*. My dear, it was such a nice flight… with you holding my hand.

I loved you back then, I still love you now, I’ll love you even more until the end.

I’m thankful to the LORD for bringing your path cross mine.

I love you, my genuine person.
With genuine love, ANE.

overjoyed, overlove, overwhelmed. u

2009-12-12T20:24:00.000-08:00

and i'm so happy i just can't help but smile :)

---i'm inlove with Jesus.

and i love the person He gave me to love, Joel :)

yeah.

2009-06-26T11:03:00.000-07:00

lol. i'm so not in the mood. i know, right? LOL. --random thoughts. -

Tired.

2009-06-14T22:41:00.000-07:00

I guess if this is the way things should be, then let it be. I'm soooooo tired. I don't know what to think anymore. Actually, I don't want to think anymore! Lord, help me.

MISSING.

2009-04-24T00:38:00.000-07:00

Have you ever experienced wanting to visit a place but you don't have any means on going there?

Or make it much simpler, have you ever wanted to have a meal but you don't know how to cook it.

I have.
I have.

But how about longing for someone yet you can't be with him?

I HAVE.

You see, I am missing someone right now. Missing him so much that makes me look forward to the next time I'll be with him. But that next time, I don't know when. Oh actually, I know, I'll be with him soon. I know he has lots of things to worry about right now. Things much much MUCH MORE important than our time together. Moreover, I completely understand him. Really. I do understand him. I understand everything but for one thing. I don't understand myself. I don't understand why I feel this. I don't want to feel this feeling...again.

Why am I the one to always ask him when we'll meet? Why do I have to be the one to seek for his time? I thought he'd give more time if we make things official? Even if the situation isn't the situation now, thrice a week seems impossible. Oh, it did happen. When we passed their house last Lenten season. Whew. I saw him. Yellow. I saw him. White. We met the third time. I went to their place. As always. I get to go to their place. I have no problem about going to their place. It's a privilege going to their place and meeting his family. I just hope he'd make an effort of meeting my family too, of planning when he'll really meet them. I so hate the word SOON. There's no concrete definition for such a word. What's the basis of the word anyway? Days? Weeks? Months? Years? Decades? Is he really into it?

Now you ask me if I have such problems, why shouldn't I tell him then? Is everything supposed to be spoken? Am I the one to open up myself again? Can't he feel it? Can't he see it? Can't he realize it on his own? He told me to ask him anything or tell him everything. Do I have to verbalize it all the time? *And even if I ask him some things, will he completely answer? Will he tell me everything about himself also? A part of him is really a big mystery to me. I don't want to think about it but it bothers me a lot. It scares me. I'm not brave enough to know things I should know.*this is another issue, even if I try to ask him, he evades it.

Everything seems perfect on the outside, but what is really the deal on the inside. I'm lost. I'm missing. If found, please return to: ANECHESCA.

Blessing.

2009-04-12T22:39:00.000-07:00

A girl.
A guy.
Few things in common.
Some things.
A bunch of things.
A lot.
Almost everything in common.
Trust.
Best of friends.
Genuine friendship.
Problems.
Joys.
Victories.
Failures.
Success.
Support.
Empathy.
Time.
More time.
Friendship grew.
Heartbeats.
More heartbeats.
Longing.
Smiles.
Laughs.
Tears.
Kisses.
Hugs.
Prayers.
GOD.
Happiness.
Contentment.
Faith.
More prayers.
Hope.
Positive thoughts.
Future.
Together.
Grow old together.
Love.

I really love him, and I'm blessed to have him.

Keeping silent. Better thing to do. Writing: my outlet.

2009-04-09T06:50:00.000-07:00

An unexpected situation.
The usual scenario.
Adding to the record.
Another bad deed.
No use at all.
Completely worthless.
Much much worse than an invisible man.
Visible yet unwanted.
Guess two dear boys are enough.
No need for a worthless teenage girl.
This isn't about my lovelife.
Honestly, my man is simply the best in the world!
You're foolish to think of such.
At least, that would make me smile.
But hey, he's real.
He's everything I would ask for a guy.
Except for one thing though.
But that's not the issue.
The issue.
The truth you might ask.
That's home.
What about home?
School's better but still boring.
Others care but I'm still aware.
I'm scared to trust.
Too scared to rely.
Only to one person will I long.
Jesus, He's all I need.
No one else compares.

Enough said.
Nothing more to say.

Only this remains: Jesus loves me and I'm really blessed.

Christmas DESTINY

2008-12-25T08:07:00.000-08:00

~♥~

Unusual. Define unusual. It is for something not usual to occur. Something we're not used to experience. Something like that. And so? You see, it's Christmas today. Unlike any Christmas I've experienced before, I was bombarded with a lot of "signs", if that's what you call it. Signs huh? Believe me, this is something that will take you off the hook. It happened in real life, my life, my today--OUR today.

It all started when my parents announced that we were going to Tagaytay. Fastforward please. We were prepared and poof! He texted me and told me that they TOO were going to Tagaytay. I was thrilled. Excited. Wishing we'd pass by each other some place there in Tagaytay. I so thought it would be a good Christmas. I thought wrong. It was better...sweeter. Why? They changed course. They're routed for Star City, but would drop by MOA first. I said to myself with a sigh, "sayang". Then I smiled, thinking about the sweet coincidence of almost going to the same place.

We rode our lovey van and broooooooooooom! A suggestion came up. AJ wanted to go to EK. Whoa! Change route to an amusement park? Another coincidence. I was surprised by the fact that we have same situations this day. But it didn't stop there. Star City was then brought up, and poof! We were on our way to Star City. Whoa! I couldn't speak with what just happened. Unusual.

Then when we were on our way to our destination, hetexted me that they stopped for a coffee break and thus we were way ahead of them. I thought, "nevermind, this is family time for both of us." It was fine if we can't meet this day, it's Christmas, a family day for everyone.

Then we arrived at Star City. Ooh. Too many people. Nah-ah. We changed plan. MOA. MOA... MOA?! Whoa! That's where they're going! This is way too much. I couldn't wait to touch the ground and say to him, "I'm here. You're here. We're here." But then, they weren't there yet... YET.

We went to Rai Rai Ken, my fave Japanese resto. Ohoho... Then he texted me that they had touched the ground and they were already parked. Wow. We were on the same place. On the same situation. On the same time. On the the emotion. On the spot on earth. Haha. Amazing!

To add to that, when we mentioned the word AMAZING,

I saw this sign and was totally speechless:

~~speaks for itself, right? Haha.

So try to guess what happened.

You are absolutely WRONG! :p

Unusual as it is, we didn't meet. To even take a quick look or gaze at each other's face, we didn't. Two ends didn't meet today. The north end and the south end. We were wings opposite each other. But hey, remember the butterfly story? To be able to fly, each wing needs to find its pair. And voila! Haha. We were able to fly. Though not literally fly, but we were so filled with the unexplainable amazement and joy. And not being able to meet added a special kind of seasoning to what we have right now. Weird and unusual as it is, we were happy. And I can say, we were inlove with our bestfriends. And as for you, see you soon... I. Love. You.

Godblessü

just the feeling :p

2008-11-26T22:44:00.000-08:00

cute hearts <3

~♥~ latest beat. ayskurimu scoop ne..

2008-11-13T05:12:00.001-08:00

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Smell like a flower, get stung by a bee. LOL

2008-11-13T04:22:00.001-08:00

~♥~

The sweet scent of cosmopolitan covered me. My hair was flowery in scent and it was good to smell. It felt so sweet and pretty blissful until I entered a small compact and crowded room. It was old. Then I went in front and shing! Something caught my scent. I was tracked. It went to land on my hair. I brushed it off, and it stung. It hurts. The relevance?

Well, uhh.. nothing. I guess being sweet can sometimes hurt you. Haha. Well, that’s if your class is in CAS AVR2. Hahaha. Poor little bee. That stung took his life. Oh well, whatever. Haha. I just wanna express my mood right now. Though a bee stung me, I’m still happy. Happy to knock shells again. If you know what I mean. Heh.. LOL. Happy day minna-san!

Good-bye days...

2008-10-03T21:17:00.000-07:00

* this is a song by YUI.

~♥~

So now, I’m going to meet you
that’s what I’ve decided
this song in my pocket
I want you to hear it

softly raising the volume
I’ve already tried and made sure

oh Good-bye days, now
there’s a feeling of change
up until yesterday, so long
because there’s an uncool kindness beside me
~with you

I hand the other earphone to you
it flows slowly
this moment

are you loving well?
even though you lose your way sometimes

oh Good-bye days, now
the heart that started to change, alright
because there’s an uncool kindness beside me
~with you

if possible, I’d want to
not think any sad thoughts
but you’ll show up, right?
that time, with a smile
even if you could say something like,
“Yeah hello!! my friend”
that’d be nice

when we’re humming the same song
be next to me, I wish
I’m glad I met
an uncool kindness

…goodbye days

~* so, yeah. Goodbye days, wonderful meaningful days.

what's your stream of consciousness about?

2008-09-11T02:13:00.000-07:00

I actually don't know how to start, and I actually don't know what to write about.

Anyway, here it goes.

I am not really that active in posting blogs. I do write articles only when I am required to construct one or when I feel like composing one. You see, this semester is a big break for me in writing. Not that there are no required papers (I wish), it's just that my subjects are not as demanding as my previous semesters were--though, I have lots of lab classes this semester. All in all, no worries.

~**a*n*e**~

***~stream of consciousness starts here~**

What am I pertaining to with this article? What am I pointing out? Think immediately. Before I bore my readers. Snap! My brain snapped. Kidding. Here it goes...

[AUGUST 31, 2008] I stretched as far as I could but nothing was there to reach my hand. I tried to look up but it was all so vague. I can't imagine how I'd get up this morning. I can't even tell if I'd be able to live any longer. I forced myself to get out of bed, dragging myself to the shower. I read my Bible after getting dressed. I got out for school.

It was all so gloomy. A 7am class. An 8:30am examination, ESSAY. I can't think of anything else. My mind was impossible. There, I prayed. The grace of GOD was indeed so great. I was able to manage finishing the examination.

I went home. Everything was then a routine. Friday. Saturday. Sunday, I went to church. Forcing myself to smile so that no one would see I'm down. Can't fool everyone though, I know GOD sees through me.

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday. It has been a week. I felt proud of not crying for six days. I am now strong, I told myself. Who was I fooling? I felt so...I don't exactly know. Friday. Saturday. Sunday. Monday. Tuesday, phone call. Whoa! Amazing, I'm numb. Trust was gone.

[SEPTEMBER] And in no hurry, a month it came to be. Reconciliation? I don't think so. I can't afford plunging into that old pool of disappointment again. I decided to stop being stupid a month ago. And I know without him, I am still complete. My heart is still beating...beating...it is beating...my heart is beating...for some particular reason...some particular person.

So now, here's the question I face. Do I love this new beat? This old music I've been listening all throughout? This old music that played for me, am I really beginning to play something new for it?

A strum, a pluck, a beat, a key, a tune. Whatever it is, it is entirely different. It's not something resulting from still wanting the other. It is clearly something growing from wanting the newly found rhythm. Amazing.

Amazing yet risky.

You've been hurt a lot by what happened in the previous concert you've tried to put up. The vocalist went away and now he's back. Isn't that what you want? I told myself.

That's what I wanted...before. Now, it's either I sing to this new melody or ignore everything I hear. I'll have my solo. No accompanist or whatsoever. I know I can. I'm sure I can.

But what I can't be able to stand is to lose that old music I've always listened to. I've loved that musician even from the start. And now that music is evolving to something else. But again, I'm scared. Afraid of failing once again, I decided to fail it myself. But I failed again. I am failing to fail it. I really am starting to get used to its new rhythm. That sweet melody where the eighth note reaches my ears, soothes my heart, calms my mind.

[SEPTEMBER 11, 2008] TODAY. THURSDAY. I hope I could take it back. Not that I'm giving up the new music. I'm afraid that I'll get hurt if I happen to fall in love with the musician. I know it leaped to something, and that's what I want to take back. I want to enrich first our deep friendship more and more before it turns out to something else.

Of course he has my heart now, but it's too early for that. It's better for us if he doesn't figure this out now. And besides, even if it turns out that we really are to stick to our old music, I'm completely fine with that. Whatever his position in my life may be, whether a bestfriend or a boyfriend, I'll gladly and fully accept it. And it feels so good to know that he's thinking the same way too.

Oh well, you see? I knew it! My mind told me that I can really create a long article today. LOL. That's what I call "stream of consciousness". How about you? What's your stream of consciousness for this meantime? Would you like to share it? It's fun, try it. GOD bless :)

my sun :)

2008-09-02T05:48:00.000-07:00

not just a clue..but the whole thing itself.

It's been a while since i last posted a blog entry, so for my next post, it's something I just simply enjoy: TWILIGHT.

"How long have you been seventeen?"

"...A WHILE..."

It's such a wonderful story...the plot is so organic. It's a first person story from the protagonist's (Bella) point of view. I guess it's appealing for girls because of the other protagonist, which is of course, Bella's leading man, Edward. Edward Cullen is the not so ordinary and a rare kind of guy in which I may define him as PERFECT.

Speaking of perfect guy, I don't think that type of person does exist...but only in Twilight of course. You see, Edward is not a person which we can refer to as human. He is a person of which refers to a bloodsucker...a vampire. Well, it's every girl's dream to find and marry an Edward of their own but maybe we can view the other characters involved.

One of the major characters is a guy from La Push named Jacob Black. At first he didn't stand out just as Edward did. But as I read the second book, there I saw the very fascinating bond between him and Bella. I kind of liked book two for the fact that Stephenie, the author, explained thoroughly what I feel for a certain person. It made it look like I was reading from a mirror, though mine was not really a werewolf matter.

You see, I have a friend...well actually, a bestfriend. Just like Bella is to Jake, I find it very hard to not even hear a word from my sun--Bella used to call Jake her sun (read book two to be able to relate much easier). Not that I also feel the urge of making something more than friendship...definitely not. I love him, but not in the romantic way. I love him as my friend that I also want to be his sister. I want to protect him, though he's the one who usually make the effort of cheering me up. He's kind of cool for a guy but I just find our friendship too much of a treasure that I don't want to do anything stupid that might destroy it. I care for him. I also don't want to hurt him, that's why I'm glad we became best of friends.

It's something that really made me smile...and that something is called no other than friendship--a genuine friendship.

And for you my friend, if you ever had the chance of reading this, thank you. You are one of those sweet blessings I have received from God. Shitteru, watashi no nichan.

Love is a complicated thing, but there's so much in it than just love for a lover...it's fun knowing you found a real friendship during this one shot of life.

xoxo,
~anechesca
ja ne!

"hassle"

2008-01-30T01:14:00.000-08:00

"whoa..."

What a very distressing week it is. It isn't over yet, it's just halfway. It's only wednesday. I hope the semester would be over. So much schoolworks. Not just that, I've got problems of my own too. I'm also the same with every girl in campus. I have issues to face. Maybe not the same issues, but i do have. They won't leave me, and I H-A-T-E it. I just wish issues would flee from me...

but that's impossible!

Issues won't leave me.

Yes, they won't.

They won't if i don't make a move.

What move then?

I don't exactly know what that is. But i know one thing should be done...

"P-R-A-Y"

Pray...pray...pray...until something happens.

Pray until the sun shines again.

Pray until the end of the rain...even when it's already gone!

Pray until everything's fine again.

And when everything's fine...

keep praying.

for the joy of it

for the benefit of it

for the KING of kings.

give GOD the glory!!! :)

...thanks GOD!!

`meia.ane~chesca [^.^]

expressing rather than impressing :)

2008-01-28T03:48:00.000-08:00

` express rather than impress

yeah, i don't write to impress people. i write to express what needs to be expressed. as a start, i'd simply state what i'm into right now. hmm honestly, i have no specific angle in mind. eheh...freedom of thought. carefree writing...no required length...simply pouring out what's inside my mind...ooh, i love this.writing for the fun of it.writing for the pleasure alone.but pleasure should be of benefit to all, if not of benefit, it should be neutral at least.no one should fall or stumble just for one to have pleasure.all should be of good conditions and of good terms.am i making sense?naaah ahh...i don't think i am, yeah...really.like what i've said i'd write for the fun of it.haha.carefree writing--that's what i call it. :)

`meia.ane~chesca [^.^]